Thursday, May 30, 2013

LOVED BY CLEANSING

This is from my devotional today...thought it was worth remembering and sharing :)


Let the Lord see beneath the surface. Allow His love to penetrate. Permit Him to pass through all of your defenses to look at who you are under your makeup. Read the following poem and then ask God to remove any sin that keeps you from receiving His love. Even though there may be no one that you really trust, will you trust Him? "Perfect love casts out all fear" (1 John 4:18). Let Him tenderly, carefully, and lovingly peal away the layers. Let Him wash it all away. Receive His love.

"Under My Makeup"
by Susan Sampson

Who am I under my makeup?
Am I someone who's afraid to be seen?
Or am I a daughter of the King?

Who am I under my makeup?
Am I someone who's afraid to be real?
Or have I been marked by the Holy Spirit's seal?

Who am I under my makeup?
Am I someone who's defined by my wrinkles and flaws?
Or have I been set free from the laws?

Who am I under my makeup?
Am I someone who just isn't good enough?
Or am I covered in Jesus' blood?

Who am I under my makeup?
Am I someone who doesn't like my own story?
Or was I created in the image of God's glory?

Who am I under my makeup?
I am someone who chooses to believe,
That I am a daughter of the King!


Tuesday, May 28, 2013

God answers prayers

Hallelujah! No sooner had I put up my post about persecution did the person I was praying for contact me and apologize for her words and I was able to show God's mercy, love and forgiveness to her. Praise be to God!

"The Lord has heard my plea; the Lord accepts my prayer." (Psalms 6:9 ESV)



Persecution hurts

It is much easier to ignore persecution from people you don't know; however, when it come from a friend or acquaintance it hits home and stings quite a bit more. Lord I pray for the people who persecute others, especially the one I have in my mind right now...you know who she is, Lord. I pray that I will not lose my temper or my nerve with her and others I'm faced with in the future. I pray you have mercy on the ones who laugh in my face when I talk about you Lord. I pray you open their eyes to seeing that You are real and use me to help show them Your countless wisdom and love. Thank you Lord. 

"But I say to you, Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you" (Matthew 5:44 ESV)

"Blessed are those who are persecuted for righteousness' sake, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. Blessed are you when others revile you and persecute you and utter all kinds of evil against you falsely on my account. Rejoice and be glad, for your reward is great in heaven, for so they persecuted the prophets who were before you." (Matthew 5:10-12 ESV)

"But we have this treasure in jars of clay, to show that the surpassing power belongs to God and not to us. We are afflicted in every way, but not crushed; perplexed, but not driven to despair; persecuted, but not forsaken; struck down, but not destroyed; always carrying in the body the death of Jesus, so that the life of Jesus may also be manifested in our bodies. For we who live are always being given over to death for Jesus' sake, so that the life of Jesus also may be manifested in our mortal flesh. So death is at work in us, but life in you." (2 Corinthians 4:7-12 ESV)

Why do I have to raise support?

 Why do missionaries raise support? In my simplest of thoughts, raising support/funds is just ground work for people being a part of the Lord's ministry that He is doing through me. Not only does the support fund my ministry and allow me to go to Bulgaria, but it helps my supporters be invested in my mission. It lays the foundation for people to pray for me and truly be a part of the ministry in Sofia, Bulgaria. It also gives me a support system that I know is both praying for me and interested in my well being and what is going on in Sofia. 

Video about why missionaries raise support: http://youtu.be/7OoABUs2N40

Here is some scripture I found that talks about missions and support raising. 

The Great Commission:
"Go therefore and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, teaching them to observe all that I have commanded you. And behold, I am with you always, to the end of the age." (Matthew 28:19, 20 ESV)

"For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also." (Matthew 6:21 ESV)

"Now concerning the collection for the saints: as I directed the churches of Galatia, so you also are to do. On the first day of every week, each of you is to put something aside and store it up, as he may prosper, so that there will be no collecting when I come." (1 Corinthians 16:1, 2 ESV)






Tuesday, May 7, 2013

Magazine Article about me for the MTW Global Mission's Conference


GMC 2013 – Network magazine

“Switching Tracks: How God Used a Missions Conference to Change My Life”

By Melissa Kelley

Heading into 2010’s PCA Global Missions Conference in Atlanta, Julie Stout was unsure of her career, her calling, or her future.

The 33-year-old Gainesville, Fla., healthcare professional had recently exited a long-term abusive relationship that left her spiritually and emotionally depleted. Though she had felt a tug toward missions since childhood, it took a pointed challenge from her church missions chairman to move her to action. “He said he could see in me a strong desire for missions—so much so that he insisted that I attend the PCA Global Missions Conference in Atlanta at the church’s expense,” said Julie.

It was a worthy investment.

A Providential Encounter
The first person Julie met as she walked into the conference hall was missionary Dal Stanton, MTW’s team leader in Bulgaria. And that conversation set the stage for a vision trip Julie took to Bulgaria in 2012, where her eyes were opened to the vast needs of victims of sex trafficking. She is now itinerating and raising support to serve as a long-term missionary with the “Daughters of Bulgaria” ministry in Sofia.

“I have a strong desire to work with abused women based on my past,” said Julie. “It’s hard to get out of that dynamic without help. I can understand it because I’ve been through it myself.” When Julie leaves for the field in 2014, she’ll have completed her degree in counseling, allowing her to provide free counseling services to women transitioning out of abuse and sex trafficking.

Julie freely admits that she didn’t expect to come out of the PCA Global Missions Conference with such a clear vision for her future. “I thought I’d just be getting some general information,” she said. But God often surprises us in the way He works.

 2013 PCA Global Missions Conference Travels to Greenville, S.C.

Julie’s story may not be typical, but it represents the power present when thousands of believers gather in Christ’s name to seek His face and reflect on His work around the world.

The 2013 Global Missions Conference will be held in Greenville, S.C.  Co-sponsored by MTW and Reformed University Fellowship (RUF), the November 8-10 conference will welcome all who are interested in missions, including missionaries, students, musicians, pastors, artists, Christian leaders, businesspeople, youth workers, doctors, and teachers. MTW and RUF look forward to hosting some 1,000 college students at this year’s conference.

Conference speakers will include noted apologist Ravi Zacharias, MTW coordinator Paul Kooistra, RUF coordinator Rod Mays, Greek national pastor Glotis Kantartzis, and Indelible Grace founder/RUF pastor Kevin Twit.

Come share the excitement of God’s work at the 2013 PCA Global Missions Conference, November 8-10 in Greenville, S.C. Visit www.mtw.org for more details or to register. Early-bird registration applies through July 31 and there is a discount for students and for groups of six or more.

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[Quotes from previous conference attendees to use as mini-sidebars: ]

“I enjoyed the reports about where and how MTW is involved with what God is doing. So often in our church we know only about the work of the particular missionaries we support. To see more of God's work around the world is energizing, encouraging, and glorious.”

--attendee Gail Trapp

“The weekend was such a blessing in that I was able to establish stronger foundations with which to grow in my Christian community back here on my college campus. I am thankful for the energy and encouragement the Lord provided me through the teachings and interactions of the weekend.”

--Taylor Smith, college student

“Talking with missionaries I know and hearing missionaries from around the world say, "We need help—please come help us if you can," were the most influential and pivotal parts of the weekend.”

--attendee Brittany French

“The main sessions and talks were particularly good. It was helpful, encouraging, and moving to hear and see the testimonies through the videos and people—made missions very tangible.”

--attendee

“Singing praises to our God with other believers in such a large room was a small taste of heaven.”

--attendee

SIDEBAR:
Mercy Ministries Pre-Conference
MTW will be hosting a Mercy Ministries Pre-Conference, beginning Thursday evening November 7 and concluding Friday afternoon November 8.  Philip Langford of International Justice Mission (IJM), Africa, will highlight issues of justice both at home and throughout the world. Sessions are designed to provide practical assistance to help us become the hands and feet of the gospel. Find out more at
www.mtw.org/gmc .

 

 

Sunday, May 5, 2013

Thirty-one party for Bulgaria

First off I'd like to thank Kelly Fiorello, Christina Fischer, Sarah Teoli, and Melanie Holtham for coming to my party today for Bulgaria. It meant so much to me that you all took time out of your busy schedules to come and listen to my story and passion for the women of Bulgaria.

Second, I'd like to say that I am somewhat disappointed in my turn out today. I expected many more people to turn out but didn't. My initial instinct was to cry. I felt a bit defeated and underwhelmed. However, I realized that is exactly how satan wanted me to feel. I was quickly reminded that I am doing God's work and there are going to be struggles along the way. God never said the end result would be easy, He only said it would be worth it. I refuse to give up and throw in the towel. I am only beginning my journey to spread God's word in Bulgaria to the women in prostitution and human trafficking. There will be good times and bad times. I also must remember that raising funds has nothing to do with ME or YOU...it has to do with GOD. I will post more about WHY missionaries raise support later (I don't want to overwhelm you tonight with reading material lol).

Today turned out to be a good time despite the turn out. My written feedback from some of the women there at my party was proof that God had exactly who needed to be there to listen to me speak and it made a world of difference in my attitude towards today and what I am certain I am meant to do.

I want to state that there will be several opportunities to come and listen to my story and testimony and learn how you can be a part of changing the lives of a few of the 27 million women caught in sex slavery. I understand that this is a touchy subject, but it is a real thing that is going on in our world and if we all just turn a blind eye to what's going on, then none of these girls will get the help that they desperately need. I am in dire need of financial support to make this journey and represent my church and YOU in Bulgaria. But without your financial, spiritual and prayerful support I can't go. Please pray about supporting me in some way or another and help me get God's love to the suffering women in Bulgaria.

Lastly, you can still order online from my party until Wednesday, May 8. 25% will go towards my mission. I saw some of the samples of what's out there to order through Thirty-one and they have some great stuff!! Here's the link: https://www.mythirtyone.com/shop/eventhome.aspx?eventId=E3163550&from=MYEVENTS

Thanks!

Friday, July 20, 2012

Last day :(

Today is my last day in Bulgaria :( I'm very sad to go home (which is a good sign if I move here lol). I leave tomorrow morning to head back to the states. I go back to work on Tuesday.

Had a debrief with Dal today about the trip. He said he hasn't gotten any "red flags" from me about becoming a part of the team lol whew! He is going to talk to the other team members that I met with and discuss me :) the feedback he's gotten so far had been positive though! But they of course have to pray about giving me a formal invite.

Next steps are: finish application (all 30 pages of it lol), go to REV (readiness evaluation) in January, if all goes well with that, I&O (interview and orientation) in March, and finish school, and support raise if invited! If all goes according to plan, hopefully I'll be back in Bulgaria in about 2 years! Pray for me!!